From today onward I am trying to let go of a special buddy whose been with us for 2years+ .  A spoiled that loves outdoors chasing little bunnies. Its hard to let go when you are used to always see her around, making funny gestures – she is like a clown for me. She is a good listener whenever I talk to her she stares at me like shes a person talking back to me .When she wants to go out of the room and we are sleeping she would tap at us till we wake up and open the door for her, she also knows how to open a door that is 1/2 an inch open and also my funny model. Whenever I take photos of her she would stare at my camera’s lense.  She’s weird, funny and adorable which makes me feel so bad not having her around no more. I grew up having cats as my pet around the house. I can accept the fact that they die with old age but not accident being hit by a car. Its heart breaking for me because she died the week of my birthday and I was out of town and later I’v seen her shes already dead lying down the freeway exit while I was taking the exit to my way back home from work – coz the freeway is just behind our house. Its been fun having her around, may not always be the same even if I adopt another cat but she will always be in my heart and will never forget her .She is one of a kind.